PinWheels From Heaven: Another Angel

Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven

WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Monday, May 9, 2011

Another Angel

I got a gift for Mother's Day that no Mother wants, another baby loss. My tiny precious rainbow baby, Hope, has now joined her big sister, Janessa, in Heaven as an Angel. I am heartbroken as I contemplate that later today on another "9th" I will be taking what is left of my baby to the hospital and again leave empty-handed.

My heart screams in anguish, how could this have happened again--why me again--why now at Mothers Day and 6 days before my birthday?????? All questions I will probably never find answers to in this life. How am I suppose to explain this to my other children??????

Every morning for the past few weeks I have woken up and placed my hands on my pregnant belly and excitedly talked to my baby Hope, saying "Good morning baby Hope, I love you, we get to spend another day together." This morning as I placed my hands on my empty belly I just cried.

One thing that is bringing me extreme peace and comfort is seeing the 37 pinwheels I have done, all while I was pregnant. When I see these pinwheels they will always bring me peace and it will be one of the few memories I will have of this pregnancy. The pinwheels I do now will have special meaning to me too, because they will help to bring me peace as I grieve yet another angel baby and now place their pinwheel in Janessa and Hope's PinWheel Garden.

I feel as though my life has been broken into a million tiny pieces again. I had just barely reassembled those pieces from my loss of Janessa and it is overwhelming right now to see it broken again. How can I put this together again? I don't have the energy and strength right now so I guess just for now I will sit among the broken pieces and just cry. One of the things I have learned from Janessa's death is that with Heavenly Father's help I can get through anything so someday when I am ready I WILL put these shattered pieces of my life back together, but for today I will let Heavenly Father and Jesus wrap me in their arms of love and just cry.

I found this song called Sometimes He Calms the Storm, but other times He Calms His Child that has brought me some peace.
This is the link to it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ti1SULYteI&feature=related

Hugs,

:`< Shauna :`<

:) Janessa & Hope's Mommy :)

Be Strong and of Good Courage, be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed:

for the Lord thy God is with thee whitersoever thou goest.

Joshua 1:9

Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.

Proverbs 3:5-6

Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell