PinWheels From Heaven: October 2020

Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven

WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Saturday, October 31, 2020

Janessa's Roses

In 2010 we had a warmer fall so by the end of October I still had roses blooming. For me it was a tender mercy because it brought me such joy to see those roses in the start of the winter months and during my intense grief as the holidays started up that first year after Janessa died. I took a picture of one of the roses and named it Janessa's rose.

Janessa's Rose

2010

Ever since then I have either not paid attention or there really has not been roses in my garden in October for the past 10 years. This year my roses stopped blooming at the end of July and I was surprised in September when they started blooming again. I was so happy to see 3 roses all together and another yellow rose all blooming in October. It again was a tender mercy to me for her 10th Angel year especially this year where life has been tipped upside down and gone literally down the toilet. It was like a gift from Janessa, Hope, Jason, and Rae Anne saying they are here watching over us.

My 2020 Rose Garden in September

Janessa/Hope/Jason/Rae Anne's

Roses

2020

Sunday, October 25, 2020

Halloween at the cemetery for the past 10 years

We went and visited Janessa's grave and decorated for Halloween. I've had fun these past 8 years creating little "costumes" for her headstone. It's given me a way to include her in the holidays and helped me to mother her. The first 2 years I decorated her grave, but, didn't feel comfortable taking pictures of her grave--like it was some horrible thing to do, so I have no pictures of her grave except on her angel birthdays and Christmas.

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This year I forgot to bring my phone with me and had to borrow my husbands phone to take pictures. This years costume theme was unicorns and I was delighted to find colorful fake flowers to surround her grave and different colored real rose petals from my roses to put on her headstone. It all looked so colorful and bright and brought me a moment of joy.

Thursday, October 15, 2020

Wave of Light--October 15th, 2020

WAVE OF LIGHT

OCT 15, 2020

Remembering my own Angel Babies, Janessa, Hope Abigail, Jason, & Rae Anne and all their Angel Friends!

Remembering Angel Children All Over the World!   

You Are Missed!

You Are Loved!

You Are Remembered!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I've included pictures of the pinwheels lit up with lights and also lit up at sunrises and sunsets and a full harvest moon.

Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell