Today in the baby loss world it is Rainbow Baby day. This day is like a knife stab to my already broken heart.
My rainbow babies are dead.
My rainbow hopes and dreams are dead.
All I wanted after Janessa died was to give birth to one more alive baby that I got to hear cry after delivery. That opportunity has been stolen from me.
Three tries for a rainbow baby all ending in death and then infertility.
There are NO words to accurately describe giving birth to death.







