Merry Christmas in Heaven
In Memory of my "Precious Angels" JANESSA, HOPE ABIGAIL, JASON NEPHI & RAE ANNE. A place where Angel Children are Loved, Missed, and Remembered. And a place where Mommies and Daddies of Angel Babies and Angel Children can feel safe and not so alone on this grief journey.
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Janessa's PinWheels
Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven
NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED
Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:
(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.
(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.
(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.
(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.
At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3
A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail
"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.
What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards
Sunday, December 25, 2022
Christmas 2022
Wednesday, December 21, 2022
Thursday, December 1, 2022
December Angel Birthdays
Happy Angel Birthday
to All Angel Children celebrating
Tuesday, November 1, 2022
November Angel Birthdays
Happy Angel Birthday
to All Angel Children celebrating
Sunday, October 16, 2022
Monday, October 10, 2022
Jason's 9th Angel Birthday
Happy 9th Angel Birthday
to my precious baby
<3 Jason Nephi <3
YOU ARE MISSED!
YOU ARE REMEMBERED!
YOU ARE LOVE 4 EVER!
My sweet little Jason, I can't believe it has been 9 years since you left way too soon! My head and heart are still frozen in time clear back in 2013. You were my dream come true, my precious rainbow, my healing as I saw your heart beating on the ultrasound screen after seeing Janessa's still heart beat. To have you ripped away from me too and loose that dream of a rainbow has been too much for me to take. Every Oct. 10th my head and heart unfreeze for just a moment as I grieve your loss. I miss you so much. I miss all the time I should have got with you. Would you be into matchbox cars, construction vehicles, legos, dinosaurs, bugs??????? What is your favorite cake and ice cream?????? What would you want for your b-day dinner????? It hurts so much not to know the answer to those questions. I struggle so much knowing how to remember you on your angel b-day. Most of the time I just sit and stare off into space because my head and heart can't stand to even think about you being gone. It's hard to describe to anyone how this feels except that my heart is just frozen and when it thaws for just a moment on your b-day it is indescribable emotional pain. Life is not the same with you not here. I hope you are happy in Heaven and that your angel sisters and Grandpa Johnson celebrate your b-day with you.
Be Still and Know that I am God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown
At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.
-President Thomas S. Monson
We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell























































