PinWheels From Heaven: March 2011

Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven

WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Caden's PinWheel

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Jocelyn's PinWheel

Jocelyn's PinWheel

Declan's PinWheel

Declan's PinWheel

Maxxton's PinWheel

Maxxton's PinWheel

Carter's PinWheel

Carter's PinWheel

Angel PinWheels

It has been an honor to place Angel PinWheels in Janessa's Pinwheel garden today. I have had a feeling of peace and reverence as I placed them around Janessa's PinWheel. Thank you for letting me remember your Angel Babies.

Hugs,

:) Shauna (:

Fear Thou not;

for I am with thee:

Be not dismayed;

for I am thy God:

I will strengthen thee;

Yea I will help thee;

Yea, I will uphold thee with the

right hand of my righteousness.

Isaiah 41:10

Monday, March 28, 2011

Hope through Snow Hearts

When I woke up this morning I looked out the window to see snow. Instead of frowning and getting upset today, I smiled, pulled on my boots and coat and headed out to make some snow hearts. This has been another way for me to find peace by making giant snow hearts and then putting a large letter J inside for my baby Janessa. I hope she looks down from Heaven and smiles when she sees another snow heart from her Mommy. The last couple of times it has snowed I have been making snow hearts for other angel babies with their initials inside and that has brought me pure joy. Maybe next winter I will set up another blog and do snow heart pictures, but, for now I really just want winter to end and spring to come along with the beautiful spring flowers. Until that happens though, I will continue to smile at the icky snow and turn it into beautiful snow hearts that I can enjoy!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

My Grief Journey--Year 2 of My Life Without Janessa

I'm really excited to finally have a blog up in honor of my angel baby, Janessa. I have had a hard time since we passed her 1st Angel Birthday. I guess I expected myself to just be instantly cured and that I wouldn't be sad anymore and I'm disappointed that I am still crying 1 year later. I've discovered that there is no instant cure for grief. It is a journey you take 1 day at a time. I have also discovered that it truly brings me joy to reach out to other Mommy of Angels and that is why I created this blog. As I place those pinwheels in Janessa's Pinwheel Garden in honor of your angel babies or angel children please know that my heart weeps with yours and I hope that this will give you a small moment

of hope and peace.

HUGS,

Shauna

Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell