PinWheels From Heaven: 1 Month to Janessa's b-day

Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven

WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Saturday, February 9, 2019

1 Month to Janessa's b-day

I hate getting to this point in the year where the 30 day count down to Janessa's angel b-day starts. This should be easy after 9 years, but, it is still really hard. I'm also really upset finding out that some of the plans I wanted to do for her b-day are going to have to be canceled and changed all due to changes that are happening at our house. It doesn't matter to anyone else, in fact, Janessa probably could care less about these silly activities, but, I guess it really, really, matters to me because I have only so many ways that I can remember her and to have some of them ripped away from me hurts.

Tomorrow is my Dad's birthday. We had all these plans as to how we were going to remember him. Technically it is his 2nd birthday in Heaven because last year was his first birthday in Heaven, but, it hurts more this year because last year we were all still in shock. We had just barely buried him a week earlier. We were all trying to get use to the changes of not being busy helping him all the time. Now the reality of it all has set in. So to have our plans be drastically changed because of the stupid weather really makes me angry. No decorating his grave--there is so much snow we would never find it and have to dig and dig and dig in order to even get at it. No helium balloon release in mom's backyard--it is too cold and her back yard is filled with about 2 feet of snow!! So instead I just made a makeshift memorial in my house using a memorial stone I had made to put in my own remembrance garden. I know its no big deal to you Dad and that you are happy with any way we remember you, but, it still makes me feel bad.

Happy Birthday in Heaven Dad!

We Love You!

We Remember You!

We Miss You!

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Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell