RJ's PinWheel

Day 16

Balloon Releases:

Wave of Light--Update #2

The PinWheel Healing Field lit up by candlelight.
Over 125 Pinwheels

7 p.m.--Utah, United States

 

 

 

 

Wave of Light Update #1

I just got done placing all the pinwheels into the PinWheel Healing Field--it is so Beautiful!!!  I wish you all could see it for real and come and walk through it and find your angel babies pinwheel and sit and watch it spin with all the other pinwheels.  This is PEACE!  I will update in a couple of hours after we place all the candles by each pinwheel.

((Hugs))

:`( Shauna :`)

:) Janessa & Hopes Mommy :)

 

Breaking the Silence

 

Remembering You Today and Always

Janessa & Hope Abigail!

 

I Love You!

 

Love, Mommy

Day 15--Part 1

Wave of Light Part 1

Here are all the angel baby names written in Chalk.  I will be posting later pictures of the Pinwheel Healing Field and all the candle lights.

Day 14

BLM Community Gathering--SHARE Walk and Balloon Release 2011

Gage's Angel Birthday--Oct. 13

Happy Angel Birthday

Gage!



Day 13

Signs:  I call them Hugs From Heaven.  I consider Rainbows a hug from Janessa and Hope to say we love you and we're thinking of you.  Every beautiful sunrise and sunset is a hug from heaven.  Every time the wind blows the wind chimes I got for Janessa & Hope it is a hug from heaven and a way for them to say Hi Mom.  Seeing all the pinwheels blowing in the wind for me is a way for all of the angel babies to be saying hello.

Oct. 15 Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day

Today it is rainy, dark and gloomy outside, but, the weather prediction for Monday Oct. 15th is sunshine and 78 degrees.  I hope that stays true because that will be perfect for my PinWheel Healing Field and angel names in chalk.  See the picture below, now imagine that same lawn filled with over 125 pinwheels and little lights--it is going to be incredible!!!

As I have been rewriting names on the pinwheels for the ones that had started to fade, I discovered that both Janessa and Hopes big pinwheels have gone brittle again!!  Hope's has already broken.  I'm going to have to be really careful as I transfer them to my lawn or they will both break even more.  It just breaks my heart that I have to keep replacing their big pinwheels, I guess the Utah dry hot heat just isn't good for that type of plastic.  I've found a company that makes large stainless steal pinwheels that are guaranteed against rusting or breaking in any type of weather that I may get for Janessa and Hope's replacement pinwheels this next time.

I'm not sure if I will have a chance to do pinwheel pictures by Monday for the 3 angel babies on my pinwheel waiting list, but, I want RJ, Eden, and Brianna's Mommys to know that I have made a pinwheel for each of them and they will be placed out in the pinwheel healing field on Monday.  Hopefully, I can get their pictures done sometime next week.

Thank you Catherine for making me this ribbon!

 

((Hugs))

:`( Shauna :`)

:) Janessa & Hopes Mommy :)

 

Day 12

Scents:  The scent that I relate to Janessa is baby lotion/baby oil because the nurses put it all over her so all of the things she wore and her blanket smelled like that.  It is comforting to get her things out
 2 1/2 years later and there is still the faint smell of baby lotion/baby oil.

Makaya LeighAnn's PinWheel