PinWheels From Heaven: Goodbye Sohani

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ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Friday, November 4, 2016

Goodbye Sohani

Got more sad news today--this year seems to be the year of change. I have no obgyn, no doctor, and no dentist because they all retired and now I got notification that the little girl we've been sponsoring in India through World Vision is no longer eligible for sponsoring because her family is able to take care of themselves now. That is a good thing and I'm happy for them, but, all my ties with her have been instantly cut off.

I picked this other little girl because she was born the same day as Janessa. It has been a way for me to have Janessa back through the pictures this other little girl has drawn for me. I have received yearly reports and pictures and have gotten to see her grow from a 2 year old to a 6 year old and it has been so healing to me. On Janessa's b-day which is also this little girls b-day I have been able to send her a b-day email and a gift which has given me a way to somehow make up for the fact that I can't give Janessa b-day gifts. Now I will receive no more pictures or letters and I have no more contact with her and I feel as if I've loss Janessa all over again. I was so excited because she was getting older and I was looking forward to receiving actual letters written from her and now I won't get that either. I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye, just like Janessa.

This is so dumb to be crying and be upset about this, but, unfortunately it's a trigger for me like everything else seems to be. I have a Christmas stocking for her and her picture is on my fridge with my other kids pictures and I have a little teddy bear representing her up with all the other teddy bears that represent every member of our family. This is so hard. Another person I've grown to love and care about taken from my life and I guess this is the last thing I can handle this year so hello melt down here I come :`(

Goodbye Sohani--May God watch over you and protect you throughout your life. I hope my emails and letters and pictures I sent will bring your comfort throughout your life so that you will know that you are loved and you are precious. You will always be an honary part of our family <3 I hope one day we will meet in person either in this life or the next.

Love, your sponsor Shauna

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Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell