PinWheels From Heaven: All Gone and Empty

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WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

All Gone and Empty

I'm feeling kind of sad today. :`(

I brought all the pinwheels inside for the winter--they will now all sit in my living room still and silent until March of next year when I take them outside again. :`(

It rained yesterday and all the angel baby names got washed away. :`(

I think this hurts the most. It shouldn't bother me because it was chalk, chalk is not permanent it washes away, that is normal. I guess it brought me such peace and joy to see all the angel baby names on my driveway that I was hoping for them to last a while longer, at least longer than a couple of days! Some times that's how long I feel like normal people remember Janessa and Hope and that makes me sad too--their gone, but they don't have to be totally forgotten too. It feels like life. The angel baby names slipped away quickly and quietly in the rain storm just like our angel babys slipped quickly and quietly out of our lives.

Today life feels so unfair! Today I don't want to see the end of the seasons. I don't look forward to the dreary bleakness and emptiness of winter and the holidays. Today everything feels all gone and empty. Today I just want to pull the covers over my head and hope for a better day!

(Hugs)

:`( Shauna :`(

:) Janessa & Hope's Mommy :)

1 comment:

AnnaOctober 17, 2012 at 8:23 PM
(Huge Hugs) Oh Shauna, I do remember Janessa and Hope, I will always will. I will always remember that Janessa and Hope's Mom made me a special pinwheel for my baby Alanna. Maybe the name's washed away but in my heart I knew that you made something special for my baby. I don't know your family personally but you made something for me that I won't forget.. I will always remember u and ur Janessa and Hope!! <3
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Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell