PinWheels From Heaven: Can I have her back Now?

Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven

WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Monday, October 8, 2012

Can I have her back Now?

Today 2 of my neighbors kids came over to play with my 6 year old daughter. One of them is a 3 1/2 year old that is just a year older than what Janessa would be. It was hard and comforting to see her playing with all the little kid toys that don't get played with very much at our house anymore. As they were getting ready to leave I sat this little 3 1/2 year old on my lap and helped her get her socks and shoes on. I guess it just hit me as I was holding her how cute and fun 3 year olds are. It made me realize how much I am missing out on with Janessa.

As I was cleaning up the other day I found a tag from one of the toys that said "Not recommended for 3 and under". Again it reminded me that in less than 6 months Janessa will have her 3rd angel birthday. She would be old enough to play with all those toys.

Here's my letter to God today:

Dear God, you've had Janessa for almost 3 years now, could you send her back now? I'm willing to have missed out on her babyhood and toddlerhood and we'll just call it even if you can just send her back so I can raise her from age 3 on up. I miss her so much, it is so very hard to be apart from her. Heaven seems like a really long ways away right now. Can I please have Janessa back now?

Wouldn't it be nice if it were that easy.

((Hugs))

:`( Shauna :`)

:) Janessa & Hopes Mommy :)

1 comment:

AnnaOctober 9, 2012 at 12:07 AM
(hugs) ... if it were that easy... we wish them back. I wish my baby back too :(
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Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell