I dreamt about Janessa and Hope Abigail last night!

I dreamt about Janessa and Hope last night!  At the beginning of the dream I didn't know it was them.  We were all coming out of a mortuary and I saw these 2 little girls, one a brown haired girl who looked to be about 4 or 5 years old and the other a blond haired girl who looked to be about 3.  They were asking the mortician if he could tell their mom something and he told them they would have to tell her themselves.  I got the impression that their mom was gone or passed away or something.  They were walking to find their  babysitters car .  I felt bad they were walking all alone so I told my family that I would be right back because I wanted to make sure these little girls made it safely to their babysitters car.  I asked if I could walk with them and they said yes as each of them grabbed my hands.  As we walked they talked about how much they missed their mother. 

We found their babysitters car--she seemed really nice.  I helped the girl with brown hair into the car.  There was another little girl already in the car--she smiled at me, but she didn't seem to be related to these 2 girls just a friend who was also being babysat.  When I put the little blond 3 year old girl into her seat belt she got really upset and undid it and jumped out of the car and held onto me.  I didn't know what to do--I looked at the babysitter, she smiled and tried to reassure the little girl it was okay and then had me put the girl back in her seat.  Her sister reached across to pat her on the arm and tell her it was okay.  She still seemed really upset.  The babysitter asked if I would get in the car and hold her and just drive with them for a few blocks until this little girl calmed down.  I said yes.  When the little girl was on my lap and knew I would be with them for more time she calmed down.  She  kissed her hand and blew it towards the clouds and said she was blowing a kiss to her mommy--I told her I was sure her mommy got it. 

The little blond girl talked and talk the whole time I was with her, but, I don't remember about what.  The brown haired girl was content to just listen and watch me.  After driving several blocks we got to a corner and the babysitter told me it was time for me to get out and go back to my family.  The blond haired girl hugged me tight, gave me a kiss on my cheek and told me she love me.  I told her I loved her too.  She seemed to be okay with me leaving.  I went around to the brown haired girl and she hugged me--gave me a huge smile to let me know that she was okay and happy where she was at and told me she loved me too.  I told her I loved her too, grasped her little hand for reassurance, then let go and closed the door.  All 3 of the girls looked at me and smiled as their babysitter drove away with them. 

I felt calm and happy and then I just had this overwhelming desire to be back with my family.  We had driven a long way and I knew it was going to be a long walk back.  I started running faster and faster to reach my family.  When I awoke from this dream it was then that I thought it was odd that these 2 little girls felt comfortable around me when we didn't know each other and then I realized that it was Hope and Janessa!  Janessa was the brown haired girl that was calm and at ease with everything.  She was content that her life continued in a different place while they waited for me and she was helping Hope find that peace and contentment too.  Hope Abigail was the little blond girl who just needed a little more time with me and then felt okay--I was their lost mother that they missed! 

 

I'm so happy that in my dreams I got to hug and kiss my little angel girls and be with them for just a moment and tell them that I loved them. <3 <3