Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven

WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.


ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3




Janessa's 10th Angel Birthday

Lilypie Kids Birthday tickers

Hope's 7th Angel Ticker

Lilypie Kids Birthday tickers

Jason's 6th Angel B-day Ticker

Lilypie Kids Birthday tickers

Rae Anne 6th b-day Ticker

Lilypie Kids Birthday tickers

Our Anniversary

Daisypath Anniversary tickers

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Saturday, January 4, 2014

Tomorrow. . . .

Tomorrow is a hard day for me.

Tomorrow my little 3 1/2 year old  Angel Janessa should be going into Junior Primary in Church as the newest member of the Sunbeam Class.

Tomorrow I will watch all her little classmates that were born the same time as her reluctantly cling to their Mother's hands as they all go into their first Sunbeam Class, then a couple of hours later I will see all these little 3 year olds emerge with smiles on their faces and pictures in their hands ready to show to their anxiously awaiting Mothers.

Tomorrow I will endure a silent grief that no one will even imagine I still have--they figure Janessa has been gone for 3 1/2 years now and that I don't think about her anymore either and that I don't have anymore "hard" days.

Tomorrow I will weep for my little Janessa and this precious 1st Sunbeam Class experience that we will never have together.

Tomorrow we face the fact that our youngest living child now joins us in Senior Primary and that we are done and will have no more children in Junior Primary.

Tomorrow my heart will break just a little more and ache just a little more than usual for my precious and beautiful  <3 Janessa <3

 


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  1. brigetteJanuary 5, 2014 at 10:54 AM

    So sorry mama. These events are so hard and tug on the heart a little more than normal. Praying for you today and always!

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  2. CatherineJanuary 6, 2014 at 10:28 AM

    I hate these days... the ones that have no meaning to anyone but you. I'm SO sorry and I'm thinking about you <3

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