PinWheels From Heaven: Another 4/04

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WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

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Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Another 4/04

It's another 4/04. I can't help but feel some sadness and disappointment about this date. 3 years ago I couldn't wait for this date to come 4/04/10. It was Janessa's due date--it was Easter Sunday--it was my friend Julie's birthday--it was the day I was supposed to have my new newborn baby in my arms. 3 years ago this was an awful day to get through because it had been almost 4 weeks since Janessa had died--I was still in shock. Last year I was still in shock and grieving because it was almost Hope's 1st year angel b-day so my focus was on her. I do remember taking my kids to the Dentist and feeling like I was finally beginning to heal only to fall apart seeing that it was one of the receptionists birthdays and she had balloons around her desk and then people kept coming in and giving her gifts--it was a big reminder that this should have been Janessa's birthday.

This year I just wanted to get away from the house so I'm taking my kids on a field trip to Thanksgiving Point to see the spring flowers in the Children's Gardens. I hope I can create some good memories for the 4/04, but, I'm still a little afraid because this is my 1st year going through her due date not being in shock and distracted--I hope I don't fall apart.

Remembering you today Janessa on your due date--wish this was your birthday.

I Love You!!

Love, Mommy

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1 comment:

CatherineApril 4, 2013 at 2:54 PM
You're in my thoughts and prayers!! Sending lots of hugs your way xxxx
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