PinWheels From Heaven: Packing

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WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Packing

I'm packing for our family vacation. I have mixed emotions about this vacation. When I planned it I was planning around the fact that I thought I would be about 4 months pregnant. It is hard to look at my plans knowing a lot of the things I didn't think I would be able to do because of the pregnancy I now can do because there is nothing to prevent me. I was looking forward to sharing this vacation with my little Hope, not leave her behind with Janessa.

Even simple things like packing my clothes is ripping at my heart strings, because I had bought bigger clothes for this trip because I knew by now I would be showing and looking pregnant. Instead of those clothes, I'm packing my regular, normal clothes that I shouldn't be and don't want to be fitting into.

I went up to the cemetery to take Janessa some flowers and a pinwheel and of course it rained on me like usual. I wanted to wish her a happy 15 month angel birthday and say goodbye while we are gone. I know it seems strange to feel so sad and guilty for leaving her behind, but, I do and I feel heartbroken that Hope is not with me either. I know they will watch over us from Heaven and of course I've packed 2 little angel bears so that I can feel like they are with us.

Like my birthday plans, these vacation plans are going to be different than what I was planning. I hope that different will be okay this time too.

(Because of my vacation I won't be able to get to pinwheel requests until the end of June)

Hugs,

:`) Shauna :`{

:) Janessa & Hope's Mommy :)

1 comment:

Sarita BoyetteJune 12, 2011 at 10:17 PM
Shauna, I hope you get some rest and have some fun. I know it is hard to leave your babies behind, but remember, they are with you in spirit. xoxo
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