PinWheels From Heaven: Not A Good Day Today :(

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WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Friday, September 23, 2011

Not A Good Day Today :(

I feel as if I have been stabbed in the heart with a knife because of some comments made to me today. I have been emotionally slapped in the face with a big reminder that I am NOT 8 months pregnant with Hope and I am empty physically and emotionally.

I feel awful because I was asked how many kids I have by an 8 year old who was looking at the pictures of my kids on my piano and when she counted 7 I just agreed because I didn't want to explain about Hope and why I have NO pictures of my 8th child. One good thing is that same 8 year old saw my picture of Janessa and commented "What a cute baby!" That made my day because hardly anyone says that about a stillborn baby--they're more horrified and thinking you're a freak for having pictures of your dead baby displayed on your piano.

I'm so tired of feeling like I am a freak! I'm tired of being consumed by grief! I want Janessa & Hope here with me NOT in Heaven--some days I really HATE my life!

Hugs,

:`( Shauna :`(

:)Janessa & Hope's Mommy:)

2 comments:

DeannaSeptember 24, 2011 at 11:00 AM
sending you lots of love, sweet friend. I am so sorry that we have to go through this, and HATE things so much sometimes. I completely understand. I bet Janessa is a beautiful baby, I wish you could have a picture of Hope. PS I have something I need to email you, I will try to today!<3
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Sarita BoyetteSeptember 24, 2011 at 9:15 PM
I wish you had all your children with you. I'm glad the child complimented Janessa's picture, and she is right - Janessa is so pretty. Sorry this was bad day. I know how these days can arise all of a sudden. (((HUGS)))
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Calms the Storm . . .
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At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

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