PinWheels From Heaven: Happy 3rd Angel Birthday Janessa!

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WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Happy 3rd Angel Birthday Janessa!

Happy 3rd Angel Birthday

My Precious Angel

Janessa!

I can't believe that I have survived 3 years without you. There are a lot of hard/peaceful memories for me today: 11:30 a.m. being told that your little heart was not beating just about broke my own heart. 1 p.m. - 9:08 p.m. 8 very long, quiet and sad hours waiting for you to be born--still hoping that they were wrong and that you would miraculously be born alive. 6:30 p.m. watching the rain come pouring down outside our window, only to see it stop briefly and for a bit of sunshine to peek through the clouds and form a double rainbow right outside our window--a sign from you and Heavenly Father that you were aware of our pain and sorrow and that you loved us. 9:00 p.m. having the epidural ware off and feeling intense horrible labor pains that caused me to burst into sobs because of the intense pain and heartbreaking sorrow knowing that you were gone. 9:08 p.m. having my doctor place your beautiful body on my stomach and getting to see and hold an Angel!

I Love You!

I Miss you 3 times as much now!

Love, Mommy

1 comment:

CatherineMarch 9, 2013 at 10:35 AM
Happy birthday beautiful girl...I hope you're having the greatest party in heaven!
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