PinWheels From Heaven: Rae Anne's 1st Angel Birthday

Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven

WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Monday, March 23, 2015

Rae Anne's 1st Angel Birthday

I've had a hard time putting this blog post together. It just seems so unreal to be remembering yet another one of my Angel Babies on their 1st Angel Birthdays. I've been through this 4 times now and I hate it. It never gets any easier. I feel like for the past 5 years I really haven't had the chance to grieve and heal because I have constantly been grieving for an angel baby and enduring that first year. Maybe that's why I feel like I'm so stuck when I look at how far others who loss babies when I loss Janessa have progressed on their grief journey. I've had a hard time functioning since enduring Janessa's 5th angel birthday a couple of weeks ago knowing that I was coming up on Rae Anne's 1st Angel B-day.

My little Rae you were my last hope and dream of having a rainbow baby. It hurts to know that you were taken from me too. I am grateful for the short 6 weeks we had together. I am grateful for the last positive pregnancy test I got with you and the happiness that brought me. I wish that instead of celebrating your 1st Angel Birthday, you were in my arms as my alive 4 month old baby. You slipped in and out of my life too fast. I see you in every sunrise and sunset. In every yellow and orange flower. In every moment of joy and happiness and peace that I feel, I think of you. Thank you for the imprint you have made on my heart and in my life. There truly is

NO FOOT TOO SMALL THAT IT CAN NOT MAKE AND IMPRINT ON THIS WORLD!

A PERSON'S A PERSON NO MATTER HOW SMALL!

HAPPY 1st ANGEL BIRTHDAY

RAE ANNE!

You are "OWL" ways

Remembered

Missed

and Loved!

You are "OWL" ways

in my Heart!

Love, Mommy

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Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell