PinWheels From Heaven: This is What It Looks Like

Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven

WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

This is What It Looks Like

This is what is looks like to be happily, naively pregnant not realizing that in a couple of months your heart is about to be ripped out. I am NOT this girl anymore.

This is what is looks like to give birth to a stillborn baby--to have all your dreams and hopes shattered. I am NOT this girl anymore.

This is what is looks like to finally get a positive on a pregnancy test and be 8 weeks pregnant with your rainbow baby, cautiously happy but scared to death that it will happen again--and it did. I am NOT this girl anymore.

This is what is looks like to loose 2 babies. To spend holidays and birthdays at a cemetery. To have good days and feel happy, but, it is still laced with sadness and to have awful days where you cry yourself to sleep and wonder how you can ever endure another day. To just want so badly for people to just remember your angel babies. This is what it looks like to let your extreme anger and sadness turn to bitterness and depression. This is what it looks like to reach out for help and start to find healing again. This is what it looks like to be a baby loss mommy. This is what it looks like be a SURVIVOR. All of these Shauna's have made up who I am today.

I am Shauna--I have 8 Children 2 of which are angels and with the help of God, immediate family, True Friends and my many Baby Loss Mommy Friends

<3 I AM STILL STANDING! <3

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UnknownMay 14, 2013 at 5:24 PM
Yes you are Still Standing! I am sp proud of you Shauna Mommy!
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Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell