PinWheels From Heaven: 10 Yellow Shirts

Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven

WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Saturday, April 28, 2012

10 Yellow Shirts

Today it is 10 days to Hope Abigail's 1st Angel Birthday. In honor and remembrance of the 10 precious weeks I carried her, I am wearing a yellow shirt each day through May 7th. I'd almost rather be wearing black because that is how I really feel like a big stormy rain cloud, but, maybe my yellow shirts will help me find a small peace and joy that I don't feel right now.

I have officially been wearing black fingernail polish with sparkles on my toe nails for almost 1 year now—some may be original from last year because I’ve never official scraped it off, I’ve just recoated when it started peeling off. I put it on last year on this week when the doctor’s told me that I might be having a miscarriage because I felt so much despair and hopelessness. I kept it on throughout this year to represent my silent grief that nobody sees.

May 2011

2012

Hugs,

:`( Shauna :`(

:)Janessa & Hope's Mommy:)

3 comments:

brigetteApril 28, 2012 at 5:03 PM
Praying for you this week!! These days are so hard as the anniversarry approaches! Keeping you and your angels in my heart!
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dejahApril 28, 2012 at 6:21 PM
Some days can be so much harder than others, can't they? I think it's awesome that you are honoring Hope by wearing yellow, even though it must be hard for you. What a wonderful thing to do for your daughter. Praying for you. xoxo
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MelissaApril 30, 2012 at 11:17 AM
That is a sweet idea. I always think of Mikayla when I wear pink and Chase when I wear turquoise. It's like a little piece of something we can do in their memory.
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Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell