PinWheels From Heaven: So Glad It is Friday!

Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven

WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Friday, April 6, 2012

So Glad It is Friday!

This has been a very busy, crazy, and emotional week for me--I am so glad it is finally FRIDAY!!!

Yesterday I went with my oldest daughter to visit LDS Business College, where she has chosen to attend college starting in September. It still freaks me out that I have a kid old enough to start college. This was the college I went to over 20 years ago. I got to see and visit my old employer and teacher, Carolyn, who is like a second Mom to me. I haven't had a chance to see her in such a long time that getting a hug from her was a healing balm to my fragile and breaking heart right now. After we were done with the tour, I wanted to go visit the Christus Statue in Temple Square because it has been forever since I have seen it and my daughter says she was just a little kid the last time we brought her to see it.

This was something I needed because I have been really sad thinking about Easter coming up and now 2 Easter Baskets that will remain unclaimed on our kitchen table on Easter Sunday and then 1 of them that will later that day be taken up to the cemetery. I feel bad because Easter should be bringing me hope and joy not anger and sadness. My hope for yesterday was to spend a few minutes sitting in front of this statue to find some peace, calm, and quiet. Unfortunately, I forgot that it was spring break and there were a ton of families there bringing all their little kids to see the Christus Statue also. We were able to find seats in front of it, but, it wasn't exactly the calm, peaceful, and quiet moment that I was hoping for with all these little kids running around and pointing at the statue. I was happy to see that just for that moment instead of seeing little kids and babies breaking my heart and bringing back all the "life isn't fair" feelings, for just that moment my heart was at peace and I was able to enjoy watching these little kids, especially one little boy who was probably about Janessa's age who excitedly pointed at the statue and said Jesus and then went up to touch it. Even my daughter wanted to go stand underneath it and touch it. My feelings and thoughts turned to how lucky Janessa and Hope Abigail are, they don't have to point at and touch a statue of Jesus, they get to be with Him and hug Him and talk with Him everyday! For that I am grateful.

So I did find some peace, calm, and healing, but, in very different and unexpected way.

Hugs,

:`) Shauna :`(

:)Janessa & Hope's Mommy:)

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Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell