Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven

WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.


ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3




Janessa's 10th Angel Birthday

Lilypie Kids Birthday tickers

Hope's 7th Angel Ticker

Lilypie Kids Birthday tickers

Jason's 6th Angel B-day Ticker

Lilypie Kids Birthday tickers

Rae Anne 6th b-day Ticker

Lilypie Kids Birthday tickers

Our Anniversary

Daisypath Anniversary tickers

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Thursday, May 17, 2012

I'm Back :`)

Our family vacation to Arches National Park was WONDERFUL!!!  It was so nice to get away from all the daily to-do lists and stresses and to just enjoy being together as a family.  I had some emotional break downs on this vacation--the worst being our first day at Arches.  I just kept remembering being there 3 years ago when our family was "normal" and we didn't have all this grief we were dealing with and I just longed to be like that again.  I also got sad, angry and upset every time I would take a picture of my living children and then a picture of my angel bears to represent Janessa and Hope--I just wanted them all there together in the picture!  Most of the pictures of me that day are hard to look at because I have a forced smile that I can see the grief pouring through on my face. 

My kids kept commenting on how we were getting strange looks from the other people as they counted how many kids we had with us.  Three years ago that really bothered me to have people staring at our large family, this time I didn't even notice--I just kept thinking about how I wished there were two more kids there for them to gawk at, how every time I did a head count to make sure all the kids were with us, in my heart and mind I was never satisfied because it will always feel like someone is missing.

We started out at Goblin Valley, which was fun, and a new place for us because last time it rained the day we were suppose to go here.


Next we went to Balanced Rock and the Window Arches.





My daughter had fun making Janessa and Hope's initials out of rocks.



We love Delicate Arch, but, haven't found the motivation to actually, do the long hike up to it, so we just enjoy it from the view point.  I tried to take a picture of the angel bears with delicate arch in the background, but, I ended up blurring delicate arch.



The place we were staying at faced west so we had an excellent view of the sunsets every night, and they were AMAZING!!





Overall it was a wonderful vacation--it was exactly what I needed to find some much needed peace again.


Hugs,
:`) Shauna :`)
:)Janessa & Hope's Mommy:)
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Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell